Monday, May 08, 2006

My Intro to the World (watch out bitches!!!)

My first post. I dont know where this is heading. I dont know what topics will be discussed. I have been reading other blogs all weekend, and I decided that I want one of my own. I can tell you that my favorite blog right now is the world according to supasista. That shit is off the hook. Anyways a little bit about me- 24 years old will be turning 25 in 6 days. I am not looking foward to it. Why? Well for starters I am currently living with my aunt and uncle , which is cool but these rules are understandable but at times fucking ridiculus. I currently am a teachers aide at the local elementary school, which I love but hate. Why? Well because the kids are wonderful they show you so much love. The teachers are nasty, vindictive, spiteful, hateful, trifling (oh yeah teachers steal and lie as much as the next person) and jealous bitches. See my aunt is the asst. principal at this school. (Yes nepotism is alive and well folks.) I think that is what it is called. If anyone ever reads this please correct me if I am wrong. Anyways my aunt is the asst. principal and I suppose that I have gotten away with things in the past that others may not have. I am begining to realize that I should have started a blog along time ago. It seems to be very threaputic. Anyways bear with me I tend to get off task alot. I swear I have adult add or something and if I do, I will be pissed cuz I couldve went to college for free anyways once again yea I guess I came in late a few times, may have worn something that showed the tat on my back (unknowingly) and left the school without permission only once and I wasnt doing anything anyways. Yeah thats about it not to bad right? Anyways I do a damn good job. I know I do because I have been told that I do. I work with special education so it isn't easy. One thing about spec. ed. is that these kids are not stupid. Just because they cant talk doesnt mean that they dont understand what the fuck is going on. People tend to think that they are literally stupid, but I know regular folks that aint got as much sense as these kids. My point is if you ever see me write or talk about or laugh at the mentally handicapped I have an excuse. I have changed to many pissy and shitty diapers from a four year old child. I have wiped to many snotty noses and had my titties grabbed one to many times to not be able to laugh at these m.f's. But on the real though I do love them to death, they are the reason why I wake up in the morning and take my late ass to work. Job #2 is working at a recreation center- I love this job however I have major issues with my coworkers. Not as major as the hatin bitches at the elementary school, but I am from georgia (ATL HOE) and I am in virginia now. And where I am from if you tell somebody your gonna do something you muthafuckin do it. Now I went to school for sports management. So this job at the rec center is right up my alley(I promise I am getting to the point) and I recently finished all my degree requirements and a job opened up here. So my bitch boss (she has earned this title) tells me oh dont go back to georgia I want to give you a job. So being the gullible bitch that I am I say okay cool I will wait until yall post the job. And continue to do numerous other jobs as well.( at the rec center) At one point I was coaching 2 basketball teams 4 and 5 year olds and 10 to 12 year olds, and working 2 jobs. (No social life whatsoever) So I apply for the job- resume off the chain, fire ass presentation and everything- get to the interview it sucks. I know it sucked, but the vibe was not very professional, we were chattin like we were friends or some shit. Two weeks later no response, so I call my own job mind you and ask if they have made a decision-oh no ebony we havent decided what we are gonna do as of yet. Okay cool wait another two weeks & coworker number 1 says hey are you upset about not getting the job? WTF?? Why is this how I found out that I didnt get the job. I mean yeah I kinda of figured but damn thats some low down dirty shit. So fuck yeah I am pissed. Not because I didnt get the job, but because after all the shit I have done for you, you dont respect me enough to tell me, I had to find out from a coworker who has nothing at all to do with the job application process and bitch you aint even call my refrences so off top you knew what the deal was. I aint racist but sometimes I be like fuck white people. Only some. Dont get it twisted cuz black people piss me off as well, but when you are in a certain environment where they tend to out number you, they are bound to piss you off more often. And if you are white and you are reading this dont trip cuz I know you have said to yourself fuck black people before. (I can only speak the truth) So I am a professional, and instead of showing my ass I accept things the way they are, cut out all that extra curricular shit I was doing for these sorry bitches and have my bitch-you better-not-ask-me-to-do-a-muthafuckin-thing-when-I-come-in-this-bitch- or-I-will-cuss-you-out face on and its all good. I must admit though my feelings were extremely hurt. You know how sometimes you go through those phases when nothing seems to be going right? Well I was having one of those moments(MONTHS) The dude who I thought was my man damn near dropped off the face of the earth, I couldnt find a job, I was getting any dick, I need a new car, I need my own space/privacy, and my dog died. (sounds like the letter eddie murphy was reading ole boy on life) RIP Nino B. However things seem to be turning around (fingers crossed) it cant be this way forever. Or can it? Hell na. I am to intelligent and to fuckin sexy and one of these attributes will be used to pay the bills eventually. SO if you made it to the end of this shit thanks for hanging around and I think my next entry will be about my ex. It probally will be titled What the fuck happened to this nigga or He moved, changed his number and wont return emails, but he didnt love me anyways so why should I care. Yeah I get to vent on this muthafucka......Yeah should be interesting.........................Holla

1 Comments:

Blogger Supa said...

Thanks for the shout! Girl! Long ass post!! lol :)

Yes, blogs can be very theraputic..try to privately journal some shit tho, cause shit can get kinda hectic when you let it all hang out in the blog world... (wink)

Keep pushing, ma.

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